We live in a world jam packed with opinions, media, culture (and a truckload of other things) that subliminally works away at our authentic hearts and often leads us to conform to TRYING to live like this....
Perfect..in place...keeping up...looking good...just right and eventually, whatever we focus on ends up controlling us.
DANG IT!
and then just when we are fooling ourselves(and everyone else) that everything is just peachy,
the bottom of everything drops out...
the sky starts to fall,
the stock market crashes,
gas prices go up,
the price of gold goes sky high but we only wear silver so we can't "cash" anything in...
you get the picture...
and we are faced with the bottom of a pit.
When we "seem" to have failed at what the "world" thinks we should be doing, we are so consumed with disappointment, fear, guilt, bitterness (another truckload of "fill in the blanks" here, too!) we find that we have lost complete focus in everything, or just about everything.
"Anxiety in a man's heart weighs it down..."Prov. 12:25
and life looks life this:
broken, messy, mixed up, spilling out (insert big "sigh" sound effect)
BUT
listen....right now, I am the BOSS of YOU.....When you have gotten to this point, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE (speaking from experience here) YOU have just GOT to STOP and jump off of the merry-go-round (don't worry, it is sand underneath so you are not going to get hurt...stop "him-hahing around" and just jump)
and yes, "him-hahing around" is a word, I think my dad made it up!
anyways...
STOP thinking about what the world thinks and START listening to what GOD is saying, duh. (it really is that easy!)
Once you have jumped and stopped....now you can LOOK, LISTEN and make a commitment for yourself to CHANGE! (kinda like stop, drop & roll in a fire! this was a Public Service Announcement from me).
YOU can not do this for anyone else but YOU. If you are doing this for someone else, um, it ain't gonna work. YOU need to be READY....
and it is time to get READY.
It is time...to change your thought process for YOU..to change your mind for YOU and by all means change your focus for YOU, because YOU are worth it. it is TIME and YOU can do it...because
"God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of POWER, LOVE and Self-Discipline" 2 Tim 1:7
whew!
p.s...back to the watercolors, I thought I loved the way the colors all looked, pretty, untouched, all in the right spot..until I created with them...and now, honestly, because of a change in focus...a change of heart, a change in mind, I REALLY LOVE the way they look now...and YOU will get there...it takes time, effort, focus and faith, but YOU will get there!