WARNING... it's a long one.
Ya know, just when I think that I have "it" (faith) pretty strengthened up..I hit a fork in my little country road. Seriously, if there is going to be anything in front of me on a little country road, i'd prefer it to be this:
not a fork.
Now..before I go on, for my newer readers, I often refer to myself as "Simply Complicated" which means I am really a very simple girl...I just tend to "Complicate" things...(you might be one too...I think most girls are..we should start a club!.)
Anyways....right on my little country road, a big ol' carload of "Doubt" drives up, the "what if's" show up uninvited and the "I wonders", a little "fret", a bunch of "anxiety", yes...even a little "sweat" start knockin' at my door like it is Halloween and I am giving out the big candy bars!
DANG IT!
So with the the ol' fork in the road for the past few weeks now, I have been arm wrestling with myself (and have not been winning...nor losing) been talking, discussing and arguing, again, WITH MYSELF(in private!) and "PUSHing"(praying until something happens) like there is no tomorrow...Meanwhile, continuing to make lists, over think things, re-think things and then make more lists while the ol' fork continues to stay right in the middle of my little country the road. Just sitting there, whistling away like there's not a care in the world...and I swear it seems to be looking at me...laughing, well at least waving at me saying "Hiiiiii, I am still here".
Then today...it happened.
The "Simple" me rose above the "Complicated" me and I can once again answer my own blog post title for today...
"Got Faith?"
yes, i do.
and a little side note...as I was typing this post, my computer locked up THREE times and I had to start over...I think it was the fork being bitter. Who's laughing now Mr. Fork???